Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Going Crazy

So much as happened. So much. I don't even know where to start. I don't know how to explain it. I don't...

The pain is more real than I thought it would be. But yet nothing seems real. I feel like I'm living in a daze. Like nothing is real.

But it is. I smelt the smoke. I smell the smoke still. It stings my eyes. It burns my throat. It haunts my sleep.

Not that I sleep much. I can't. It's been so long. I'm so tired.

To sleep is to dream.

I don't want to dream.

I want to wake up and find that this was all a dream.

Oh Dear God! Please let this all be a horrible, horrible dream.

22 comments:

Anonymous said...

What was this one about? I' confused.....

Anonymous said...

i soooo want to know what this means...please post again???????


~ANGEL

MonkeySpeak said...

I think her mom got drunk, passed out wiht a cigg and burned down the house.

Nic said...

what happened???

Mehreen said...

I second MyMisH. That's why you shouldn't live with a drunkard. Hope Janie is ok...how much you want to bet Sean is her knight in shining armour again? Although I think I'd prefer Devon...

Anonymous said...

She's been in a fire and she's in a coma.

Anonymous said...

i dont even see the point of posting something that short about nothing if your not going to talk about what happened.

Melissa Robinson said...

wow....

Anonymous said...

I think it was a good post, it makes you think. And I totally hope Sean and her get together, they'd make a cute couple. Maybe Amber and Reeds house burned down and that's how their blog is ending! Lol.

Anonymous said...

Oh my god!!! What happened??!!

Very interesting way to shake things up. Talk about dramatic!!

Anonymous said...

oh man:P what happened?!

Anonymous said...

i hope its amber and reeds house too LOL

Lynn said...

I also think Janie's mom got drunk and burned down the house. I liked the post

KBear said...

if it turns out that it's amber and reed, and they died in a fire, wow.. what a way to end a blog! i think it's a very good idea if that's the way it is.

if it's janie's mom, it adds some good drama.

im glad you posted it. leaves us in suspense for the next one.. dont leave us waiting too long tho. please?? pretty please? lol

Amie said...

Great Post!! You are great at cliffhanger stuff. Keeps us all coming back!

Anonymous said...

DONT LET REED AND AMBER DIE LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THEN WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ALEXIS?!?! WILL SHE HAVE TO STAY WITH JANIE?!? OR SEAN?!?! although that would be interesting ......plz dont let it happen!!!!

Anonymous said...

I hope it's not Amber and Reed...they are happy and I want them to stay that way. I hope it was Janie's drunk mom and something happened to her and Sean was there to pick her back up!
~M

Carmel Beauty said...

I agree with Kbear please no long wait I am so in suspense already with Tanner, Josh/Jordan, I really need to have an update soon on one blog pretty please

ctiger said...

Wow that sure was a way to shake things up. Can't wait to find out what the heck is going on. Please post again sssssssoooooooooooooonnn.

Chris

Anonymous said...

Please do not kill Reed & Amber in a fire!!!!!! As much as I can't stand their perfect life, that would be a terrible way to end the blog. But it is your story and you will decide their fate. You should be paid to write by the way, love your style.

Anonymous said...

I didn't like this post. It's like you just wanted to post something. I'd rather nothing than this.

Anonymous said...

would it be wrong of me to say exactly what I think when I read some comments that are left on my blogs? Would I be labelled a 'bitch'? Or would people understand that some times I'm just not in a good mood and respond accordingly?

This post was meant to leave you all wondering what happened. But I will tell you this, nothing bad has happened to Amber and Reed. I will not kill off a character in one of my blogs just because I'm ending it! That's just wrong and I wouldn't be comfortable with it. I had ever intention of posting here the day after I posted this entry but icky feelings got in the way.

Angela

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